Make sure you always tell your friends to come to you first. No matter what the issue is, whatever the problem is. It will save a lot of hurt and questionning if they do. I'm just saying.
I Love Owl City. Best. Album. Ever. ... Probably because our song is on it!
Don't trust everyone! But be open to trying.
xoxox Jessica Bo Bessica
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Just because I'm bored and feel bad for abandoning my blog.
It's been a while, eh?
So much has happend since my last post, but of course, everytime I write a blog, it gets errased. Then I flip out.
Where to start? OOh..-I'm single! As in love as I was, I wasn't blind. You have to be sure to REALLY know a person BEFORE you even start to think about loving them. I learned my lesson. In the prosess, I lost a friend that I really enjoyed having, but no! Wait, he was just pretending! And I thought I was a good actrice! I'm NOTHING compared to THIS guy. But enough negativity...He is NOT worth it!
I re-connected with my dad-the real one! Who helped contribute to my life! I know!! :D
I was able to spend some time before and during Christmas with him and all of my family from his side. I have an awesome family by the way! I have more aunts and uncles than I can count on both hands, no really! I have cousins and it's awesome! My older cousin is just wonderful! He's very outgoing and adventurous and what not! My other ones, well, they weren;t very social. Another time...
I have one cousin on my mom's side of the family. My only uncles son. He is just great! I got to meet him at the same time! What a good, respectable kid! I'm so proud of him! His mom did SUCH a great job!
Hum...what else?? Grad year is going very well! Got my photos done, my ring ordered, a clear idea of what I want for a prom dress...Nice! Plus, the EARLY ACCEPTANCE INTO UNIVERSITY helps the paper work load!!! I KNOW!! I'm so excited! I am officially a Bachelor of Arts student for the Fall 2010 term! It's so exciting!
I have been invited to contribute to another blog, Exposure Extraordinaire , by one of my best friends, Rosie Unknown. HOLLA(gangster talk for holler at you, yo)!! Along with another one of our friends, Fin(HOLLA!...yeah, you know!), we will be posting a photo a day in 2010 as a part of Project 365...cool eh?? Check it out for sure!! Our first preview photos are up...Comments are welcome, of course!!
So, thats really all I can think of to say for now! Hopefully 2010 will find me writing more often with the new blog on board!...Hum...New Year's Resolution much?? Write our blog more often??!! Me likey...
Happy New Year and Long live German boys with German accent!
Jessica Bo Bessica xox
So much has happend since my last post, but of course, everytime I write a blog, it gets errased. Then I flip out.
Where to start? OOh..-I'm single! As in love as I was, I wasn't blind. You have to be sure to REALLY know a person BEFORE you even start to think about loving them. I learned my lesson. In the prosess, I lost a friend that I really enjoyed having, but no! Wait, he was just pretending! And I thought I was a good actrice! I'm NOTHING compared to THIS guy. But enough negativity...He is NOT worth it!
I re-connected with my dad-the real one! Who helped contribute to my life! I know!! :D
I was able to spend some time before and during Christmas with him and all of my family from his side. I have an awesome family by the way! I have more aunts and uncles than I can count on both hands, no really! I have cousins and it's awesome! My older cousin is just wonderful! He's very outgoing and adventurous and what not! My other ones, well, they weren;t very social. Another time...
I have one cousin on my mom's side of the family. My only uncles son. He is just great! I got to meet him at the same time! What a good, respectable kid! I'm so proud of him! His mom did SUCH a great job!
Hum...what else?? Grad year is going very well! Got my photos done, my ring ordered, a clear idea of what I want for a prom dress...Nice! Plus, the EARLY ACCEPTANCE INTO UNIVERSITY helps the paper work load!!! I KNOW!! I'm so excited! I am officially a Bachelor of Arts student for the Fall 2010 term! It's so exciting!
I have been invited to contribute to another blog, Exposure Extraordinaire , by one of my best friends, Rosie Unknown. HOLLA(gangster talk for holler at you, yo)!! Along with another one of our friends, Fin(HOLLA!...yeah, you know!), we will be posting a photo a day in 2010 as a part of Project 365...cool eh?? Check it out for sure!! Our first preview photos are up...Comments are welcome, of course!!
So, thats really all I can think of to say for now! Hopefully 2010 will find me writing more often with the new blog on board!...Hum...New Year's Resolution much?? Write our blog more often??!! Me likey...
Happy New Year and Long live German boys with German accent!
Jessica Bo Bessica xox
Friday, August 14, 2009
It's something to do!!
As I prepare for my big anniversary night with my main squeeze, my man, my wonderfullness...I sit here, trying to find SOMETHING, ANYTHING to do to keep myself occupied! So I thought, "Hey! I could write a blog about some really random things!!" So here we go...
Random Fact 1: I am just not capable of playing Guitar Hero with any success! I just suck at it!! But one day! ONE DAY! I will complet a song! ONE DAY!
Random Fact 2: I am THE most impatient person I know, hence this blog.
Random Fact 3: I just recently got a Skype thing...Fun, fun...Still working out the general how-to, but I like seeing people when I talk to them!
Random Fact 4: I have a very small knowledge of anything and everything having to do with sex. My best guy friend explains things to me, but then of course, when I felt ready to go all the way with my boyfriend, being safe of course, we, uh, well we tried. But it didn't work. It was sad, but, I mean, I really don't need it!! ;)
Random Fact 5: I, uh, I like pancakes. A lot.
Random Fact 6: I'm a romantic person. Not cheesy ALL the time, but romantic. I'm doing the whole candles, back massage and chocolate covered strawberries for our anniversary night celebration...I know! ROMANTIC!
Random Fact 7: I like writing random facts, but they get really old and boring really fast.
Random Fact 8: I enjoy mango-peach flavored smoothies...They rock my socks.
Random Fact 9: I'm over writing random facts.
So what about this whole life thing?! It can be pretty great, can't it?! I mean, sure, there's a lot of hard stuff to go through, parents breaking up, being disowned by the man who raised you...It all leads up to one thing - Being one of the strongest people you know. These things don't kill you. They hurt you. You therefore only get stronger. (Shout out to Kanye!)
With all that, there is so much good and so much hope. Like my aunt Marilyn. She has breast cancer, but she won't let it stop her!She is so excited for her last treatment in October! I'm so proud of her!
But then, then there's love. The kind that makes you just want to scream it of the rooftops! It makes you just want to stay in the house all day long to just lay in his arms, talking nonsense and about random facts. :D
Ah, and that love happens to belong to me. No one else! He is MINE! And I just still can't believe it! What did I do to deserve it?! Is my karma REALLY all that good??!! If so, well I'm not complaining and I also don't plan on stopping anytime soon. Because I love him. And he loves me back. That just happens to be the greatest feeling in the whole freakin' entire world!
Keep counting the stars. Once you've hit 1, 768, 273, 984 , you get a free trip to the moon!!
xoxox
Jessica Bo Bessica
Random Fact 1: I am just not capable of playing Guitar Hero with any success! I just suck at it!! But one day! ONE DAY! I will complet a song! ONE DAY!
Random Fact 2: I am THE most impatient person I know, hence this blog.
Random Fact 3: I just recently got a Skype thing...Fun, fun...Still working out the general how-to, but I like seeing people when I talk to them!
Random Fact 4: I have a very small knowledge of anything and everything having to do with sex. My best guy friend explains things to me, but then of course, when I felt ready to go all the way with my boyfriend, being safe of course, we, uh, well we tried. But it didn't work. It was sad, but, I mean, I really don't need it!! ;)
Random Fact 5: I, uh, I like pancakes. A lot.
Random Fact 6: I'm a romantic person. Not cheesy ALL the time, but romantic. I'm doing the whole candles, back massage and chocolate covered strawberries for our anniversary night celebration...I know! ROMANTIC!
Random Fact 7: I like writing random facts, but they get really old and boring really fast.
Random Fact 8: I enjoy mango-peach flavored smoothies...They rock my socks.
Random Fact 9: I'm over writing random facts.
So what about this whole life thing?! It can be pretty great, can't it?! I mean, sure, there's a lot of hard stuff to go through, parents breaking up, being disowned by the man who raised you...It all leads up to one thing - Being one of the strongest people you know. These things don't kill you. They hurt you. You therefore only get stronger. (Shout out to Kanye!)
With all that, there is so much good and so much hope. Like my aunt Marilyn. She has breast cancer, but she won't let it stop her!She is so excited for her last treatment in October! I'm so proud of her!
But then, then there's love. The kind that makes you just want to scream it of the rooftops! It makes you just want to stay in the house all day long to just lay in his arms, talking nonsense and about random facts. :D
Ah, and that love happens to belong to me. No one else! He is MINE! And I just still can't believe it! What did I do to deserve it?! Is my karma REALLY all that good??!! If so, well I'm not complaining and I also don't plan on stopping anytime soon. Because I love him. And he loves me back. That just happens to be the greatest feeling in the whole freakin' entire world!
Keep counting the stars. Once you've hit 1, 768, 273, 984 , you get a free trip to the moon!!
xoxox
Jessica Bo Bessica
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Another blog, another day.
What to write abot today??...What to say, what to do, what to understand??
It seems to me now a days that if you are a teenager and you are dating, you are automatically intitled to a minimum of 4 sex talks per day. Yes, that's what I said - SEX. Not only is it one of the most controversal subjects, but when it comes to teens, well let's just say we have a bad rap sheet. And by "we" I mean the non-virgins, hence not me. "lol" So back to the talks. Not that i am against them - that's not it at all! However, when you, a responsable, mature young adult gets these talks multiple times a day, it gets OLD!! I understand the message completly! If you are ready to have sex, be careful. Wrap it! In other words, use a condom! Communicate. Be open with your partner and be sure your on the same page about everything! Do NOT be afraid to talk it ALL over - your intentions, feelings and expectations. No, you are not a noobe, nor are you a freak of nature by wanting to talk this over! It's natural! Like the very sex you are about to have! "lol"
So what was my point in all of this anyways??...Well, I don't really know. All I do know is that as a teenager, adults have a habit of thinking of us as, well, sex addicts. Not all adults, though!! I, as a teenager in quite a serious relationship, sex is comming. I know it. When it will happen, I'm not sure. I know that I'm caught in this falling thing of all these "love" feelings that I'm just not sure what to do with yet...If and when I want sex - I want it to be him. He's perfect. He really is. So, the talks, I love and appreciate them, but I get the point! And I know how to deal with what comes my way!
Jessica Bo Bessica's bit of advice on a random subject of the day: If ever you feel the need to go outside and just scream, do it. If you don't, you'll ask yourself the classic "what if?". You don't want to regret anything when your older. I'm 17 years old and I already regret things. How sad is that? The same goes for matters of the heart. Just do it! What's the worst that could happen? You ask him out and he says no?? BIG DEAL!! Life goes on and besides, he's missing out anyways!
So all this to say, don't judge a book by it's cover. Don't judge my relationship and what I do on my own time because I'm a teenager. We are not ALL hoodlums! Some of us can't wait to become adults to leave this horrible stereotype behind...Forever.
Keep looking to the sky. You never know when you might see a hot air balloon!
xoxox
Jessica Bo Bessica
It seems to me now a days that if you are a teenager and you are dating, you are automatically intitled to a minimum of 4 sex talks per day. Yes, that's what I said - SEX. Not only is it one of the most controversal subjects, but when it comes to teens, well let's just say we have a bad rap sheet. And by "we" I mean the non-virgins, hence not me. "lol" So back to the talks. Not that i am against them - that's not it at all! However, when you, a responsable, mature young adult gets these talks multiple times a day, it gets OLD!! I understand the message completly! If you are ready to have sex, be careful. Wrap it! In other words, use a condom! Communicate. Be open with your partner and be sure your on the same page about everything! Do NOT be afraid to talk it ALL over - your intentions, feelings and expectations. No, you are not a noobe, nor are you a freak of nature by wanting to talk this over! It's natural! Like the very sex you are about to have! "lol"
So what was my point in all of this anyways??...Well, I don't really know. All I do know is that as a teenager, adults have a habit of thinking of us as, well, sex addicts. Not all adults, though!! I, as a teenager in quite a serious relationship, sex is comming. I know it. When it will happen, I'm not sure. I know that I'm caught in this falling thing of all these "love" feelings that I'm just not sure what to do with yet...If and when I want sex - I want it to be him. He's perfect. He really is. So, the talks, I love and appreciate them, but I get the point! And I know how to deal with what comes my way!
Jessica Bo Bessica's bit of advice on a random subject of the day: If ever you feel the need to go outside and just scream, do it. If you don't, you'll ask yourself the classic "what if?". You don't want to regret anything when your older. I'm 17 years old and I already regret things. How sad is that? The same goes for matters of the heart. Just do it! What's the worst that could happen? You ask him out and he says no?? BIG DEAL!! Life goes on and besides, he's missing out anyways!
So all this to say, don't judge a book by it's cover. Don't judge my relationship and what I do on my own time because I'm a teenager. We are not ALL hoodlums! Some of us can't wait to become adults to leave this horrible stereotype behind...Forever.
Keep looking to the sky. You never know when you might see a hot air balloon!
xoxox
Jessica Bo Bessica
Thursday, August 6, 2009
A little about this voice of reason...ME!
So, you wanna know what I'm all about, eh?!
Honestly, there's not a whole lot to tell...for the moment.
For starters, I enjoy long walks on the beach, vanilla ice cream and burning people for my own personal amusement. (And by burning, I mean like, "Oh burn!" and not with fire.)
I'm moving right now, so nothings where it should be, which is kinda sad...but it's all good!
And I just went to Rock Fest in Halifax, NS. It was AMAZING!! There's not all that much I love more than music. And good music at that. I believe in many things. Good music, the kind that makes you shiver and sends chills down your back. That's what I'm talking about. Feel free to leave good songs, artists and anything music related in the comment section! I love learning about new music, and discovering it! There's almost no better feeling in the whole world!
But that's where the boyfriend comes in. So I just recently started dating this REALLY amazing guy. You know the kinda guy that just makes you wanna stop time, even for just 5 minutes. And that is very close to being a direct quote from the guy in question. The kind of guy that just makes you feel like you're the only girl in the world, the most special kind, too! That guy that WILL walk you through a shoe store and NOT run out yelling and screaming bloody murder...I know, it's hard to believe. However, that my friend, is the beauty of my life. Finding something so precious without wanting to find it, without expecting it and without thinking twice.
So what else...hummmm.....My parents just seperated. So yeah, it sucks in a way, but now, for the first time ever, my mom is my best friend. I can't even believe how close I am to her! I, a frigin awesome 17 year old has a mom for a best friend! It's perfect! And I love it! She even let's me do her hair! And her nails! WWOOO!!
It's suprisingly easy talking about yourself...lol...humm...Can you keep a secret?! Hope so...
I'm SSSOOOOO excited to go back to school! Grade 12 baby! Here I come!! I know, I'm a total dork, but school has been my escape my whole life. It's been my way of creating a solid future for myself..but enough deep stuff for now...
So I can't really think of anything else TOO amazing to say right now, so I guess you'll have to just wait for the next blog...poor muffins!!
Enjoy it all...even the roses.
xoxox
Jessica Bo Bessica
Honestly, there's not a whole lot to tell...for the moment.
For starters, I enjoy long walks on the beach, vanilla ice cream and burning people for my own personal amusement. (And by burning, I mean like, "Oh burn!" and not with fire.)
I'm moving right now, so nothings where it should be, which is kinda sad...but it's all good!
And I just went to Rock Fest in Halifax, NS. It was AMAZING!! There's not all that much I love more than music. And good music at that. I believe in many things. Good music, the kind that makes you shiver and sends chills down your back. That's what I'm talking about. Feel free to leave good songs, artists and anything music related in the comment section! I love learning about new music, and discovering it! There's almost no better feeling in the whole world!
But that's where the boyfriend comes in. So I just recently started dating this REALLY amazing guy. You know the kinda guy that just makes you wanna stop time, even for just 5 minutes. And that is very close to being a direct quote from the guy in question. The kind of guy that just makes you feel like you're the only girl in the world, the most special kind, too! That guy that WILL walk you through a shoe store and NOT run out yelling and screaming bloody murder...I know, it's hard to believe. However, that my friend, is the beauty of my life. Finding something so precious without wanting to find it, without expecting it and without thinking twice.
So what else...hummmm.....My parents just seperated. So yeah, it sucks in a way, but now, for the first time ever, my mom is my best friend. I can't even believe how close I am to her! I, a frigin awesome 17 year old has a mom for a best friend! It's perfect! And I love it! She even let's me do her hair! And her nails! WWOOO!!
It's suprisingly easy talking about yourself...lol...humm...Can you keep a secret?! Hope so...
I'm SSSOOOOO excited to go back to school! Grade 12 baby! Here I come!! I know, I'm a total dork, but school has been my escape my whole life. It's been my way of creating a solid future for myself..but enough deep stuff for now...
So I can't really think of anything else TOO amazing to say right now, so I guess you'll have to just wait for the next blog...poor muffins!!
Enjoy it all...even the roses.
xoxox
Jessica Bo Bessica
And so it begins...
Blogging. I never really understood the point. Why in the world would sssoooo many people want to share their lives with strangers? What are you?! Pshyco?! Why would you want to put all your mistakes, all your struggles, all of your heartaches out there for everyone to read? Well, maybe you are crazy, but at least I can start to see why.
Blogging. A way to help people? Possibly.
Blogging. A way to teach people how to get through life? Could be.
Blogging. A way to change the world around us??...ok, that's a little far! lol, but still, maybe.
What is this blog all about? It's simply about my life. It's simply about my mistakes, my struggles and my heartaches.
So why would I, Jessica Jewell, choose to tell you what I'm going to tell you? Well, maybe I'm just one of those people who hope to make this world a better world one day. And who knows, this blog might just start me off in the right direction. They say if you help one person out, if you give one person that right advice, then maybe, just maybe you can help make their life better. Then they can go out and do the same thing. So BAM! Better world-right there.
Smart plan, eh? Well, what can I say, I try!
So along with the deep stuff, you'll have the pleasure of learning all about my life and everything that goes with it, you lucky people, you!
So stay turned, for now that I've actually started this whole blog thing, I might just like it. Love it even, but now I'm getting a little ahead of myself.
I think I might just go and write the first one now...hummm....
Enjoy my life. I do. Feel blessed with yours.
xoxo Gossip Girl...
JK JK!!
I couldn't help myself...
xoxox Jessica Bo Bessica
Blogging. A way to help people? Possibly.
Blogging. A way to teach people how to get through life? Could be.
Blogging. A way to change the world around us??...ok, that's a little far! lol, but still, maybe.
What is this blog all about? It's simply about my life. It's simply about my mistakes, my struggles and my heartaches.
So why would I, Jessica Jewell, choose to tell you what I'm going to tell you? Well, maybe I'm just one of those people who hope to make this world a better world one day. And who knows, this blog might just start me off in the right direction. They say if you help one person out, if you give one person that right advice, then maybe, just maybe you can help make their life better. Then they can go out and do the same thing. So BAM! Better world-right there.
Smart plan, eh? Well, what can I say, I try!
So along with the deep stuff, you'll have the pleasure of learning all about my life and everything that goes with it, you lucky people, you!
So stay turned, for now that I've actually started this whole blog thing, I might just like it. Love it even, but now I'm getting a little ahead of myself.
I think I might just go and write the first one now...hummm....
Enjoy my life. I do. Feel blessed with yours.
xoxo Gossip Girl...
JK JK!!
I couldn't help myself...
xoxox Jessica Bo Bessica
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